Haiz...

It's been a week since the last post... I was quite sad and very disappointed when I know that I didin't get the JPA scholarship for PILN... Yeah, maybe I'm not the top student, but at least I don't have A- in my SPM result slip... All the As are either A+ or A... But actually I expected it... And it has proven this scholarships are mostly given to ... as when the page says 60% based on the population ratio, 10% to the bumiputras and 10% to the disabled one...

So now I hope for the JPA will at least give me the scholarships for PIDN, allowing me to complete my medicine course fully sponsored locally...  And also hope for the appeal made will be a succeeded one... Really, really I need that scholarship... As i really want to become a doctor but I can't afford it...

So, pray hard and hope that I can get it...

Woah...

Life is really really busy... and I've called JPA... and they tell me that the result is coming out this friday... and I REALLY REALLY REALLY^10000000000 hope that i can get the JPA scholarship and go to the place i want to study my pre-u and medicine courses...

Well, form 6 is really getting busier and busier... and as a L6S student, we really got no rest time... F class and B class students will have their rest time during Biology and Physics... on the other hand, the L6S students need to keep on until school dismisses... woah...

and it seems like lower 6 is a gu1 lei1 form... whatver activities that are lack of man power then we'll be called to help out... Haiz...

and for me... no text books is the biggest prob... as most of the homework's questions are from text books... and i would have to borrow friends' one to copy... as i think i'm not staying for form 6... so it is better for me not to buy any books first...

woah... got to go now... see ya...

Woah, a hectic life is coming...

Today is the 4th day of Form 6... And now I'm the class monitor of L6S... while Weil Shern is the class monitor of L6B...

It's very funny you know... As for L6S, B and F, each of us has a post in the class... Haiz... So speechless...

And it seems like we really really have to come out with an AJK list for every activities... For an example, this Saturday we have a Gotong - royong Perdana, and we'll have to come out with an AJK list... and take photos and write a report... so that we can get marks for Gerko... and the 4 of us (the KTs) will be the head of the PROJECT... Next sat we have to take charge of the don't know what competition... Haiz...

Woah, Form 6 really isn't as easy as in Form 5... You really have to study hard and be active all the time...

Anyway, Form 6 life so far so good... no big prob... hope that i can get the JPA scholarship then everything should be settled...

Bye~~ See ya again...

First Day of Form 6...

Today is the first day of Form 6 life... Woah... the Upper sixes are so ENERGETIC, kept on yelling and shouting just now... And it seems like we are there to listen to their nonsense... AT LEAST 90 % are nonsense... ACTUALLY, they didn't tell us some useless staff, is just that we are from CHS, a school that we've stayed for FIVE years, and because of that we have already known the school, that's why we don't need them to further explain anymore... about the teachers, discipline matters and so on and so forth... It would be useful for those who transfer to our school... but it's just a waste of time to us....

WOW, I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! They actually, I mean the Upper sixes FORCE us to PLAY GUARDIAN ANGELLLL!!! OMG! Can you believe it?! And we have to guess who our angels are, yup, I didn't type it wrongly, each of us would have 3 angels... whom the names of theirs are all very weird! My angels' names are Alpha and Omega, R7 (DAMN it, how can i know what the hell does this symbolise?!) and Andy Lau... Haiz, why must they play this kind of game?

Tomorrow... What's going to happen tomorrow? I only know that we have to CLEAN our own classroom... That's all... And now I REALLY REALLY REALLY HOPE that i can get the JPA scholarship... Please let me get it...

Why?

Why do these kind of people exist in this word? Cheats after cheats, lies after lies... I cannot and will not believe them anymore... Not anymore...

I really hate those who cheat me... or lie to me... Yes, I can accept lies if the lies are told for good... But it is very difficult for me to accept lies and cheats that are told when something goes wrong and you try to pass the responsibility to others instead of facing it yourself...

If you are lazy to do something and you lie to me that you fall sick, I can accept it because everyone has the right to be lazy... But of course i will get angry if everytime you behave like that...

If you lie to me because you think it is better for me not to know the ugly truth, I can and I will accept it because you are telling them for my own good...

BUT, if you lie to me, just because you do not want to face the problem... Then, I am so sorry, get away from me...

Everyone in this world has the experience of telling lies... And it's very common... As long as the lies do not hurt one physically and mentally, it is acceptable...

Change...

Well, since most of my friends are using blogger, i think it's time for me to change too... Wow, now I have a xanga blog, or should i say a dead xanga blog since it has only a few post... but never mind, I should have a new starting here... Hope that this blog will not be dead in the end...

It's already MAY now... Time really flies... And I really enjoy these past 4 months... Anyway, deep in my heart, I really really want to start my lessons earlier... And now I'm going for Form 6... Yup, back to CHS... I really hope that i can get the JPA scholarship, then the way to become a doctor will be much more easier...
Please please please, please please let me get the JPA scholarship...

Again, it's aleady MAY now... which means PMO concert is getting nearer and nearer... This would be the second time I take part in PMO concert... And the feeling... this kind of feeling, I don't know how to describe... I'm not that nervous as compared to the time when I was Form 3... Why??? Is it because I've experienced the feeling on the stage? And actually I want to be the AUDIENCE sitting and listening to the music they play... but now it seems like that's impossible for me coz I'm going to be on the stage...

Well, I think that's all for today... See ya...